Lauren’s Walk of Fame

Daddy’s writing again, he must have something big on his mind (He calls it getting inspired). Mommy, Daddy and Bruddy(Logan) are my biggest fans. They want the absolute best for me, but you see I have Spastic Quadriplegia Cerebral Palsy and that creates a lot of problems for me; especially when it  comes to mobility. But we believe one day mobility won’t be an issue, and my wheelchair won’t be my form of mobility but I will be able to walk on my own.

Today I am lying flat on my back in an hospital bed at the Janeway Children’s Hospital in St.John’s, NL. I have spent a lot of my time here since I was diagnosed at age one but now I am five. Just yesterday I had my third dega osteotomy and as well I had my adductors released (cut). Three surgeries in one.  In children with spastic(tight) muscles, who are unable to walk, the hip joint does not always develop properly. This was the case for me, therefore I had to have this surgery on both my hips to correct the abnormal hip development and prevent further dislocation and prevent or reduce pain in the hip. But unfortunately for me, the first time I had the surgery, the hip became displaced again and the surgery had to be redone. I’m hoping this will be my last osteotomy, because I want to move on to my next plan of attack.

To present, I have made four trips to the Shriners Childrens Hospital in Montreal, for an assessment to determine if I would  be a candidate for the Selective Dorsal Rhizotomy. Which is really my only hope (other then God) of walking, but four of the times it was determined I was, as of yet, not a good candidate. What this surgery entails is; opening up the lower back to separate the ‘rootlets’ in my nervous system, which would ease/release the tightness/ spasticity of the muscles in my legs, which would hopefully allow me to walk or at least some form of mobility. But right now, that’s not happening anytime soon but we are still believing that it will happen sometime in my future. Because I really want to walk.

My next plan of attack after I am fully recuperated and both hips are in good working order; is another trip to Montreal. This visit to the hospital there would be to determine if a baclofen pump would be beneficial and work for me. A three day trial would determine this. If this is successful then a programmable pump and catheter that delivers baclofen  which helps relieve severe spasticity; by supplying the medication directly into the intrathecal  space where fluid flows around the spinal cord, would be surgically inserted inside the skin around the abdomen area. This would supply a steady supply of baclofen to the spine and in turn reduce spasticity. This would be a temporary alternative until I was ready and a good candidate for the rhizotomy surgery.

So it ain’t over yet and we are not giving up. The journey may be long, but our prize is the destination; that being one day I will walk just like Bruddy. And will never ask the question again; ‘why am I in a wheelchair?’ Miracles happen, I’ve already proven that. My strength, resilience, determination, willpower and drive will all help me reach my destination. You just wait and see!